am I crying...

today is the worst day. okay , aq dh insaf dh kutukkutuk org kat belog , nanti ade yg menyemak . hemm...
mse sivik td cikgu ckp psl MOTHER'S DAY. em...i thinking .. before this, I never remind the date of mother's day , and just now , I remember that .8 MAY . its the best day for a mom. how I want to stand it. i miss my mom , i miss her so much . and now I want somebody to give me some spirit cause I'm not strong anymore . I don't know what happen to me ... I never felt this when I get fight wif my FRENS . seriously , I need u mom, but I realised that you never been here , next to me , persuade me or make me happy . like what my friends said , her mom is always make she smile when she had problem . and I was so jealous . and I always hope u can do that to me...but u'll never do that .. YA ALLAH .am I crying now??? I need my mom or new mom but like the motivator said "IBU KITA HANYA ADA SEORANG SAHAJ DI DUNIA , JIKA DIA PERGI KITA TIDAK AKAN DAPATNYA KEMBALI . JADI, HARGAILAH IBU ANDA.."

mom ,

u are the person

who always making me happy with my life

once time ago

mom,

you're the only one person who always understandingme

once time ago

mom,

you treat me

you feed me

once time ago

mom,

you give birth to me

you watching me

when I was still creeping

until now

I'm standing here

mom,

if you heard this

I now that u'll be touched

and I know

that u'll never read this

I HOPE YOU ALWAYS THERE FOR ME

BUT I KNOW YOU'LL NEVER CAN'T

mak

moga mak di cucuri rahmatNYA .... AMINN.....

 I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH EMAK ... ! 

p/s: i always need cause the tutt , is making me hate them !

p/ss: I DON'T WANT TO MAKE ENEMIES ANYMORE ..!